Thinspiration

Lately I’ve seen so much about thinspiration. It is ALL over tumblr. It's photo after photo of these tiny girls with incredibly tiny waists, thigh gaps, small wrists, and collar bones jutting out. I look at these pictures and all I can think is, “Damn! I’m ugly as sin.” My waist is huge, my wrists are pudgy, no way do I have a thigh gap, and my collar bones VERY rarely show. Maybe wanting all of those things makes me shallow and pathetic. Maybe I should be happy with who I am, but when I look in the mirror all I see is something so disgusting I can’t hardly stand to look at it.
I’ll admit that some of the photos that I see make me incredibly sad. Sad for those girls out there that have lives SO out of control that all they are is a fleshy bag of bones. The only thing they can control is their waist size, and the food they put in their mouth. On the other hand, there are pictures of girls that are just plain thin. That’s all there is to it. Whether by the grace of God or literally working their ass of they are skinny. These are the pictures that get to me. These are the photos that make me say I MUST make a change in my life. Because right now, the way I look is NOT acceptable. It is truly and honestly just disgusting. How could anyone ever love someone who looks the way I do?? Bleh its just gross.
So this, this is my thinspiration blog. It WILL inspire me to lose weight. It WILL make me prettier. And it WILL make me able to be loved.
R